Showing posts with label fallen angels. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fallen angels. Show all posts

Monday, August 29, 2011

Angels and Demons




They say demons and devils are just fallen angels.

And I fell pretty far a few months ago.

I lost a boyfriend, (he wanted to get married, but I just couldn't.), a favorite uncle (cancer), and my job when the antique store I've worked at forever finally closed and the owner retired.

Lost and at loose ends I wandered around for awhile, trying to figure out what to do next. Somehow I found my way to Berkeley. That was good. I always feel more centered there.

But you can't hide from the world forever, so now I'm back home, and trying to start again.

I still love niteflirt. I've missed my callers. I've missed being able to play. I just didn't have it in me for awhile.

Now I do.

They'll be some changes coming. I did a lot of reflecting and rethinking, and I know where I want to go now.

It's going to be an amazing journey.

Want to come along?