Angels and Demons

They say demons and devils are just fallen angels.

And I fell pretty far a few months ago.

I lost a boyfriend, (he wanted to get married, but I just couldn't.), a favorite uncle (cancer), and my job when the antique store I've worked at forever finally closed and the owner retired.

Lost and at loose ends I wandered around for awhile, trying to figure out what to do next. Somehow I found my way to Berkeley. That was good. I always feel more centered there.

But you can't hide from the world forever, so now I'm back home, and trying to start again.

I still love niteflirt. I've missed my callers. I've missed being able to play. I just didn't have it in me for awhile.

Now I do.

They'll be some changes coming. I did a lot of reflecting and rethinking, and I know where I want to go now.

It's going to be an amazing journey.

Want to come along?

Cruel To Be Kind...

Yeah, it's a cliche, but it's true...

My mom used to always tell me"be nice to a boy even if you don't like him.".

Whatever, mom.

Know what happens when you're nice to a pathetic little twerp? He thinks you DO like him, and that's just well... ew.
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Think about it; no cock, no looks, no money... He's a born loser and he knows it. Girls have been mean to him all his life. It's the natural order of things. You go and mess with that by being nice and he's just gonna get confused.

So now I'm a bitch right from the beginning. It saves me time and him heartache.

Of course, some of them secretly like that, but that's ok... I won't tell. Well, not as long as they pay for it. ;)

Just Sayin'...

"We Work The Black Seam"

One day in a nuclear age

They may understand our rage

They build machines that they can't control

And bury the waste in a great big hole

Power was to become cheap and clean

Grimy faces were never seen

But deadly for twelve thousand years is carbon fourteen

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